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One last thing I beg you please, just before you go I've watched you fly on paper wings half way round the world until they Burned up in the atmosphere and sent you spiraling down Landed somewhere far from here with no one else around To catch you falling down and I'm looking at you now
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im on myspace now. well i have been for like a month.
the alkaline trio show was awesome. sooo good.
i talked to youngblood there. he said he could hook me up with a ride to the blood brothers show in buffalo on this tuesday, but i dont have money for a ticket. so i cant go. im so bummed out.
i went to my first lacrosse game with kate.
started working at the esperanza mansion last weekend. im a housekeeper. i work with nicole. i like my job so far; but im still getting used to the whole routine.
i went to dennys and pizza hut yet again with nick cronin and nick yochum. for hours on end. and enjoyed every minute of it.
we ate ate the pink place for mothers day as we do every year.
and celebrated moms bday 3 days later. she and i are going to see charlie and the chocolate factory (depp) and to dinner this summer as my gift to her.
i jumped in the lake with luke and alyssa.
ran with mike.
i could not donate blood because i left the country.
my car is making a bad noise yet again.
my math grade totally sucks.
and my new beta is dying.
but steve taylor will call me when he gets home.
and schuyler and i will actually hang out this summer.
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set against a ravishing backdrop with a bleak and violent future now with no common cause here we're marooned with a hungry vulture yeah so pack the club to the rafters droppin rocks to electrical sound with beacons of light and hope here we got the world spinnin round and round
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dads bday was swell. moms is coming up.
i brought olivia along to the party palace to visit illig and millig. we are going to paint pink flamingos on the fridge for them. deck it out.
ive been house cleaning for money the past few weekends. mj says business hasnt picked up enough at the waterfront for me to start. im so in debt.
saturday nite was prom nite. and andrews 21st bday. we celebrated at jens house, got dressed and then ian, mike coe, morgan, jen, nickw, courtney and i went to the waterfront for dinner. we arrived at esperanza a bit late. prom was alright. well done. but i still think its a tad overrated. im too uptight. i doubt ill be going next year. after prom i went to dennys with kate and steve, for pancakes. luke and jen picked me up in town and i stayed at jens cottage. i guess quite a few people did show up, but everyone was basically gone when i got back.. i think we slept for like an hour and a half at most. we pried ourselves off of the couches around 8. ian, morgan and mike coe left around 11 sunday afternoon. i watched movies with my mother. ran alone. and went to bed.
today nick cronin called around 7 and i went to the mall and pizza hut with him and nick yochum. i have not laughed that hard in a long time. they are so much fun to be around.
i am going to see alkaline trio @ waterstreet thursday nite.
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[05 Apr 2005|06:29pm] |
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We are leaving after school tomorrow for MEXICO.
I will be out of this shitty town from April 6th - April 17!!!!
Finally - something I can look forward to and appreciate wholly!
mexican food ... 80+ weather... sun... THE OCEAN... ah...
I CAN NOT WAIT.
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excellent accommodations am just a bellboy beautiful surroundings am just some gravel or peat moss, what have you now? why must you treat me like you do? don't you know it's all for you dear infatuation, you do not see me die here beside you in see through obscurity governess, fancy less, we'll sound the alarm and drum up some simpleton for you to eat these apples from your eyes emptiness fills room
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i watched the disney robot movie with my grandmother and my brother.
jen got her liscence! look out for the lemans.
jen, and i went to the mall. we picked up ian and brought him along with us.
i hung out with jen, brett, nick cronin, nicole and mike thursday nite; which is always fun. we had the gold, but the nite was pretty uneventful. i was all "partied out" by 12. well, we did go to tops at 3 am...
the next day nicole took me to the esperanza to reapply, because they lost my application. hopefully, when i get back from mexico i will have the job. cos i dont start at the waterfront untill may.
saturday afternoon i went to the polar bear plunge at the switz with mike and jen. every year i want to jump in... but no one ever wants to with me. theres always next year i suppose...
i went to hornell for the bossies 25th anniversary at 7 saturday nite with james, mikey and peaches. there was a ton of people there. we stayed for a couple hours. went to the cemetery. grabbed a sub at little italy (but of course) then went to dugos. we watched some crazy videos and hung out till 4 am. then went back to the cilianos to sleep. sunday morning we went to the bossies house to properly visit for a few hours. it was soooo nice to see them!!!! i had to be home around 1 for easter with my family. which was celebrated at my grandparents. we did the whole egg hunt easter dinner thing. i went home early cos i was feeling ill.
the next morning i woke up without a voice. i went to school, muted. got a hold of my mother and had her take me outta school and to the doctor. i have larengitis. and it sucks. i hope its gone by friday, cos im going to RIT with kate. thats right, i get a day off from school and i get to hang out with kate and her mom. yey!
actually, i hope im cured when i get up. 5 hours from now.
technically i get another 3 day weekend. i might go play bingo with my sister and who ever else wants to go on friday. if nothing more appealing is brought to my attention.
nate and i are supposed to hang out this weekend - and wake up the isle pines ghost. i have a feeling he's forgotten though.
mike had janitor duty, but jen, nick cronin and i ran today without him. its our attempt at staying active... sort of. well, it was a random decision that we will run a couple of nights a week together.
i got a letter from erica!
AND riley thomas wilkinson was born on easter! i hear he is adorable! if i wasn't sick id visit them.
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You weigh your sadness well, it fits the color of your world. Though you have nothing to complain about, there's always something wrong... I see you under there, hiding down underneath your eyes...
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i was sick on st.patricks day. im still 'sick'. i hadnt been to the doctors since the year 2000, according to their records.
i hate doctors.
my bones, mostly my joints, all ache.
not to mention i was on the verge of carving out my ovaries.
friday nite jen and i went to elmira to visit her relatives. we went to the showcase at her cousin morgans school. then to dennys with morgan, ian, mike coe and some other kid. jen and i ended up staying at her cousins house. i had fun. i like morgan, and her friends. we dyed easter eggs this morning at their house.
hopefully, morgan will go to hports prom.
 this is mike coe and his 'look alike'.
i got my sensesfail ticket, for the show at waterstreet, in april. nick cronin, nicole, mike, jeremy, jen and i are going, i believe.
jen, mike and i went salvo shopping, for shorts. but i didnt come home with shorts. i guess there is a new salvo in ithica, so we will go there sometime soon. we need summer-esque clothing... for mexico!
i have to pay my insurance this month, and the $90 i owe mom, in order to be allowed to go. ive got it covered but i want to buy lots of cool stuff for people while i am there.
ive been babysitting often. the waterfront opens on good friday, but i dont know when i will start working. i hope its soon.
voy a México...en...menos de tres semanas!!!
soy así que excitado!!!
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out of the flames a piece of brain in my hair the wheels are melting a ghost is screaming your name beating all around liquid metal through my veins the rays burning a ghost is screaming your name
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bowling was indefinite.
i paid my insurance. had no money left. and no car for a few days cos its a POS. there was a corroded wire which interfered with the fuel intake. luckily my dad was able to figure it out and fix it. hes so.. mechanical.
we had a snowday on tuesday. i spent the majority of the day shoveling snow. hanging out with jen mike and nick cronin. eating at ling ling. ive been craving chinese food ever since then. i ended up sleeping at my mothers that night cos i needed a night alone. i was in a really bad mood, and my dad made it 10x worse.
nick and i settled our differences - a looonng month after the dispute. its so good to have him back.
i applied at the esperanza mansion. because nicole told me to do so. itd be super cool if i got a cleaning job there.
im freezing.
friday i went to taggarts to sort out my insurance issues. and then to jens. nick accompanied me on my travels. we 3 went to illigs house in corning. ordered anelios pizza. watched some strange movie. hung out at the video store, because illig got called in for an hour. i think their numerous "porn binders" hold more movie titles, than the whole rest of the stores general selections. they have an insane amount of pornographic movies there there.
and and ... all 6 seasons of sex and the city! but they are too expensive for me to rent at the moment.
speaking of awesome tv shows. i watched 2 episodes of nip tuck last nite. im like a month behind... and man the show has gotten crazy. i need to get ahold of the second season.
mom returned from florida. we went to her house saturday. nana came over. they brought gifts. i got some sweet beads. and autumn and i got matching belly-shirts.. with the mouse on them. i want to go to orlando! maybe this summer...
sunday i went with jen and alyssa to see Finding Neverland in pennyan. i will definatly buy that movie when it comes out on dvd.
afterwards mike and ray met us at my house. we took alyssa home, picked up autumn and took her shopping in bath, developed pictures etc.
i cleaned at julies after school today. then evan came over. we got a 1/2 gallon of chocolate panda paws and watched Dark Crystal.
hopefully i will go see Senses Fail, Alk3, and the THE BLOOD BROTHERS (kate!!!!) with in the next few months.. because they are all playing around here. 3 separate shows for me to save up for....
oh and i want to talk my mom into seeing Tori Amos in NYC. but she says she has a lab on that nite... but we HAVE to go!!!!!!
tomorrow i will go visit mike and nick cronin.
but for now i will sleep.
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Flaxen hair blowing in the breeze It is time for the geese to head south I have come with my mustard seed I cannot accept that she will be taken from me "Do you know who I am" she said "I'm the one who taps you on the shoulder when it's your time Don't be afraid I promise that she will awake Tomorrow somewhere Tomorrow somewhere"
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last friday - jen and i went to the boys varsity sectionals game. then to ericas going away gettogether. lots of crazy stuff went on.
 haha horrible pic. but its all ive got.
paris island - 3 months. i really hope she writes.
saturday i babysat carrington and tarin for a few hours. i fell asleep watching White Chicks with them; b/c of lack of rest the previous nite.
sunday jen and i went with brett and a carload of people i didnt know, to waterstreet to see Action Action and Straylight Run. the show was good. I think Action Actions set was too short, and Straylight Runs was a bit long... but i enjoyed it. i definatly wouldnt mind seeing either of them again.
monday i went to lunch with erica, mike, nick cronin and jen at burger king. we dropped erica off. dad worked on my car. my front left tire was deformed and thats why it shook so much. it happened over time ... my car is such a piece of shit.
tuesday luke and i worked our one day in the vinyard. 6 bucks an hour is not enough, for standing out in the snow, while it snowed, "busheling." the job sucked. i was too precise and thus too slow. the guys said its hard work ("not a females job" theyd warned me) and to give him a call when its tying time. luke and i had forgotten our lunch so we hit up the mcdonalds drive thru as soon as we got done.
i know i need the money but it was the worst job.
poor nick cronin... he must be miserable.
wednesday i was bored and home alone all day. i read a lot. watched southpark. and slept.
thursday jen dad and i went to bristol with autumn and the girl scouts. we taught dad how to snowboard. he did really good. he fell alot. but he was awesome.
friday i decided when i woke up that i didnt want to go to the tsunami show afterall. so i went to geneva to get nicole. to jens. then we picked up alyssa and emily and went to mikes. we rented Ghost Watchers. i think the movie sucked. id consider giving it a second chance.. but man it was terrible. i usually like independent movies... but i swear i thought it was going to turn in to a porn at any moment.
saturday/yesterday i went with everyone to take mom and nana to the rochester airport. they are going to orlando for a week. lucky. we stopped for food and the mall, oddly. i got home to a 50 degree house. took a hot shower. made tea. watched tv. brett brought over Shaun Of The Dead. then he left. i went to jens. then dads around midnight. i kept falling asleep at her house. but i knew if i didnt sleep in my own bed id be gone all of today. and wouldnt get any school work done. because of course i put it all off until today. and i forgot half of it at school.
i wish february break wasnt over. i didnt accomplish much of anything.
i didnt go to youngbloods with derek. or james' like id wanted to.
oh yea the new marsvolta come out march 1st!! i need to scrounge up some money. or some patience and attempt to download it.
that is all.
its going to be a long week.
there is no food here. and im hungry.
boredom ensues.
BOWLING SATURDAY. its definite this time.
somebody call me and give me something else to look forward to this week.
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the smoke and mirror the lies that bind your tongue is this oppression what we wanted? or what we needed? as we function on impatience and our patience is wearing thin and live a lie that will destroy us all
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regents week sucks. i have tests everyday. i just got back from math and the 2nd half of my english test. i totally bombed my math final.
cant wait until saturday tho. hooters girls + cheap movies + midnite bowling + good friends = my 1st bday celebration since i was in like kindergarten. too bad my best friend thinks i am a bitch and he wont be going. well shit happens and i think at this point not speaking is for the better anyways.
i went to see white noise with jen porno and erika. salvo. little italy.
bowling with kate steve and jen.
i had a sleep over with jen porno and erika.
we got LOTS of snow. my car barely made it off the mountain.
AND ITS STILL SNOWING.
but there is no possibility for a snow day this week because of all the state exams.
i skipped out on ski club last friday cos it was too damn cold. i did go the friday before tho.
its not fun at all this year.
i went to the mall with jen chloe and my grandmother. i got a new coat. a warm one. 1/2 price. it was fucking great.
there is no way the dropkick show is gunna happen. i do not want to drive to rochester. i dont even think id be allowed to... cos of the whole driving after nine situation. i wish we could go...
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DropkickMurphys and Lit are playing in the Clark gym at RIT on Friday January 28th. Hopefully I will be there.
Im going to Canandaguia on the 5th, cos its the weekend inbetween my birthday and James' birthday.
Steve Taylor and I share a bday, so I think we should have a bday party. Kate too because her bday is the fourth. And I wont be able to go to her house on the 5th cos I had already arranged to go to James.
There are all of these birthdays right in a row yet I never do anything exciting on the First of Febuary. I guess I am rambling about birthdays because I am at school, avoiding school work (because i have had enough of it this week), and I have nothing better to talk about.
This is kind of a wish list for me... stuff I want to happen.
If anyone even reads this, bear with me.
Its lonely in here.
Im going to Bristol tonite. I wish I was going to the Hport/CS game, but I cant skip out on skiclub again. This will be the first time ive gone this season.
A shitload of people are going bowling saturday. It will be fun. Of course it will.
5 more minutes and its mod change. Then I get to waste more time in an honorstudy. Then lunch! Im so hungry!
um.. I got invited to join The National Honor Society. But I looked at the application. Id be turning it in blank. I dont do volunteer work. I dont play sports. I am not taking part in any school clubs. I cannot write an essay about my best volunteer experience because I have no volunteer experience. I dont know why this is. Am I really that lazy??? I wouldnt mind volunteering some where ... maybe the animal shelter. hm... my teachers and evne friends, are hassling me about not turning in the application. But id feel like a total loser. They wouldnt even choose me. Too many people in my class would have full blown applications.
I want to do it because it would look good on my college applications. And im gunna need all the help I can get.
Fuck Mathematics.
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.........i pulled you closer for a kiss but the roses paved my lips
and made my mouth a grave filled with promises...
"i'll forget you when i'm famous baby...
i'll forget you in five minutes from now..."
do you recall in our youth?
we sought the sky's amphetamine truth.
do you remember when we were young?
we licked the summer's salty tongue.
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-salvo + pizza hut with jen and nick. hport vs prattsburgh varsity boys basketball. then goodwins house. lots of people.
-babysat the adorable dylan.
-mega fight with my sister.
-sparkle in corning with jen, nick and beth. we were supposed to meet kate and steve but they had left already; which sucked.
-we saw cruella deville
-and hung out with illig at the video store.
-he gave me Ladies Night. o buddy.
-more hport varsity basketball.
-nate, francis, jen and i found a beaver at the lake. chased it.
-Oceans 12 with jen, nick, evan, francis, bob, nate, tasha, amy, sara, steve, greg, carlos, brandon, and kyle.
-called illig at the video store and asked for Plumbers Helper.
-ate at arbys with jen, luke and nick. went and got francis. xmas in the park.
-hottubbin at jens. Ladies Night.
-cowboys from the 80s. mullets. male dancing competition. Guitarzan.
-it was enjoyed by all.
-xmas shopping with nick.
-more job hunting.
-pornos. he gave me free scrap carpet for at dads.
-parkinn with mom and nana.
-nana escorted me to the girls varsity game at the school.
-jen and nick.
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i didnt go to school today. cos jen and i are leaving. at noon. with her father.
we are going to elizabeth new jersey. for the make a wish benefit show at the rexplex.
6pm. $17.50
THE BLOODBROTHERS
ANDREW WK
POISON THE WELL
FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES
UNEARTH
FROM FIRST TO LAST
BOYS NIGHT OUT
SEEMLESS
hOlY sHiT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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You are Carrie. Cute, quirky and intelligent, men
find it so easy to fall in love with you but
things always seem to end in tears. you're a
commitment-phobe and you find it really hard to
get over your exes. Your dress sense is to die
for and you blow most of your money on clothes,
shoes and cocktails. Gay men love you.
"A 'Sex and the City' quiz"
brought to you by Quizilla
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1. Full Name: Kaelee Anne Makarick
2. Nicknames: Kae, Kaylea,
3. Birthday: February, 01,1988
4. Age: 16 years and 10 months
5. Sex: female
6. Social Security:
7. Where do you live? Hammondsport
8. What school do you attend? Hport Central
9. Siblings & their ages: Autumn(15), Chloe(13), Evan(11), Olivia(8)
10. Pets? cats: Candy, Lefty, Mama, Hazel, Girly. Fish: Dr Mambo and Dahlia.
11. Righty or lefty? Righty
*YOUR LOOKS*
12. Hair color: naturally brown. there are some traces of red from previous dye jobs.
13. Eye color: hazel
14. Height: 5'7" ?
15. Do you wear contacts or glasses? glasses.
16. Do you have any piercings? 15 ears, 1 belly
17. Where do you want more? eyebrow will be the first... have to wait till im 18.
18. Do you have a tattoo? No
19. If so what and where? ...
20. Do you wear any rings? i wore the ring jens dad found in his old house.. until cory lost it in the art room this year. my mood ring, one jen found at the waterfront, and a thumb ring from kmart.
21. Do you have a certain fashion you follow? i wear what fits
*JUST LATELY*
22. How are you today? im feeling pretty bored
23. What pants are you wearing right now? bathrobe
24. What shirt are you wearing right now? one porno picked out at salvo.. tridelta
25. What underwear are you wearing right now? magenta underwears
26. What does your hair look like at the moment? like it did when i woke up
27. What song are you listening to right now? ace of base - beautiful life
28. What was the last thing you ate? chocolate chip cookies
29. How is the weather right now? its cold out side
30. Last person you talked to on the phone? jens dad
31. Last dream you can remember? i have trouble remembering my dreams
32. Who are you talking to right now? noone
33. What time is it? 10:15*MORE ABOUT YOU*
34. Zodiac sign: aquarius
35. What are the last 4 digits of your phone number? 5935
36. If you were a crayon what color would you be? burgundy
37. Have you ever almost died? i fell thru a hole in our floor upstairs at my dads house; i was hanging by my elbows;(from my armpits down i was in the downstairs.) i would have landed on a dresser if i didnt catch myself.
38. How do you eat on oreo? without much consideration
39. What makes you happy? music. taking pictures. some people. driving alone.
40. Whats the next cd you are going to buy? i try to only buy used cds. so its random.
41. What religion are you? i beleive in the possibility that someting does exists, but it has not been proven to me yet. agnostic?
42. Whats the best advice given to you? be yourself.
43. Have you ever won any special awards? not special awards... just regular school awards. i never have entered any competitions if thats what your asking.
44. What are your future goals? graduate, (i might take a year off before going to school so i can work.. and save up some money. if so i want to work on a crusie ship.) first 2 yrs of school in nystate cos im poor and cant afford to go to school out of state, then seattle.
45. Do you like to dance? no
46. Worst sickness you ever had? i used to get really bad ear infections
47. Stupidest thing you ever did? not being open and speaking my mind
48. Whats your favorite memory? april 24th. hot dog day with marty james teator and jessica.
49. If you can change one thing about yourself, what would it be? my incapability to be open with people. because when i am i regret what i say.
50. Where do you shop the most? salvo
51. How many kids do you want to have? none
52. Sons name: dez
53. Daughters name: raina, kharma, derakah
54. Do you do drugs? menthol ciggarettes
55. Do you drink? i have, i will
56. What kind of shampoo & conditioner do you use? vo5 nourishing oasis w/ lavendar and chamomile
57. What sport do you hate the most? playing basketball... i like watching it now.. on a local level
58. What are you most scared of? being indebt my whole life. attachment.
59. How many tv's do you have in your house? 2 at moms, 2 at dads.
60. Do you have your own? Yes. at my dads. with a dvd player and nintendo. my vcr is broken. and no cable/satellite at my dads...
61. Do you have your own phone? cell phone
62. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no.. i have stuffed animals but not on my bed
63. Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? ive broken toes, fucked up my knee, probably sprained an ankle or two.
64. Who do you dream about? who do you think
65. Who do you tell your dreams to? when i can rember them, who ever will listen
66. Whos the loudest friend you have? jen..she isnt loud but she makes the most noise. and i say that with love of course. often james can be loud too
67. Whos the quietest friend? my close friends are pretty quiet
68. Is cheerleading a sport? yes
69. How many licks does it take to get to the center? i chew hard candy. out of habit. im a teeth grinder.
70. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? good question
*YOU and LOVE*
71. Do you believe in love? i beleive love is deceiving
72. Do you have a boyfriend? MJB was the only boyfriend ill probly ever miss this much
73. Who is your crush? i dont crush
74. Where would you like to go on your honeymoon? im not getting married
75. Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? physically -eyes. personality.
76. Longest crush? crush sounds so... abusive... i like MJB more than anyone i ever have.
77. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? time will determine that
78. Do you find yourself attractive?
79. Do you find yourself ugly?
80. Do others find you attractive? why does appearence mean so much?
81. Are you a virgin?
*PICK ONE: THIS OR THAT*
82. Lights on or off? off . candles
83. Sun or rain? rain. lightning.
84. Mickey D's or BK? i dont eat meat in restaurants/from stores. bk: slushies, mcd: re-c mcflurry all the way
85. Scary or happy movies? both
86. Backstreet Boys or Nsync? i liked hanson + spice girls. everyone female who was 8 in the 90s did.
87. Paper or plastic? is this an environmental question? paper.
88. Sausage or pepperoni? neither. bsides, they are basically the same thing. leftover dead animal.
89. Summer or winter? fall
90. Hugs or kisses? hugs
91. Chocolate or white milk? i dont drink milk
92. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? thats a tough one.
93. Glass half full or half empty? half full
94. Cd or tape? cd. mix tapes.
95. Tape or DVD? dvd
96. Cats or dogs? we have stray cats but i want a japanese spitz.
97. Mud or jello wrestling? mud. well, jello would be cool too.
98. Vanilla or chocolate? chocolate
99. Skiing or boarding? snowboarding
100. Day or night? nite
101. Cake or pie? cake.
102. Diamond or Pearl? i hate real accessories
103. Sunset or sunrise? sunset
*YOUR FAVORITES*
104. Color: burgundy
105. Food: granola/cereal bars
106. Fast food: none. fettachini alfredo at olive garden is excellent
107. Candy: swedish fish and hot tamales
108. Beverage: tropicana peach papaya
109. Ice Cream: moose tracks/panda paws
110. Animal: fish
111. Type of music: diversity is a good thing
112. Radio station: 90.5 wber
113. Song: i dont have a favorite song... but um.. to quickly answer... TheBloodBrothers-peacocks skeleton with crooked feathers
114. Band: lots
115. Number: 16
116. Actor: johnny depp, chris pontius
117. Actress: angelina jolie
118. Day of the year: halloween
119. Month: october; a much warmer october then we are having this year..
120. TV Show: will and grace, sex and the city, monty pythons flying circus... almost anything comedy central
121. Movie: fightclub, memento, blow... too many to list
122. Store: salvo
123. Scent: black cherry, vanilla
124. Teacher: not sure
125. Board game: scrabble. candyland.
126. Saying: count on nobody and noone will let you down - agent m
*HAVE YOU EVER*
127. Loved someone so much it made you cry? yes
128. Loved someone? yes
129. Drank? yes
130. Ever gotten dumped? no
131. Broke the law? yes
132. Ran from the cops? no, well, after curfew we hid from the cops
133. Stolen something? yes
134. Tried to kill yourself? no
135. Made yourself throw up? i hate throwing up. lucky for me its a rarity
*A FINAL NOTE*
136. Do you like filling these out? no
137. Any other comments? its always the same questions. im obviously extremely bored if i bother to do this
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put an X next to those which apply to you.
(x) been drunk
(x) been high
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(_) been dumped
(_) been fired or laid off
(_) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(_) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(_) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(_) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(_) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(_) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(_) cut myself on purpose
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) seen someone die.
(_) been to Africa.
(x) Punched a friend
(x) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(_) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
(x) Been moshing at a concert
(_) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(_) been in an abusive relationship
(_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(_) lost a child
(_) gone to college
(_) graduated college
() had sexual intercourse
(_) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
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Betty can’t quit carving question marks in my wrist
How come we’re so alone
We waste away the days with nicotine and television samples
From an era we hate to admit we embrace
We fail to represent
We fail to be content
We fail at everything we ever even try to attempt
And so the story goes
As only Betty knows
It’s time to take control
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this has to be quick...
-i got an albino cat fish at walmart; to put in the tank with Dahlia.
-my albino catfish was dead 5 days later.
-hung out with eric, bob, nate, jen and francis; at erics. that was an interesting nite.
-olivias bday.
-my car was broken for like a week.
-fuel pump+filter were replaced. i owe $150 fucking dollars.
-i turned in applications at 11 places in bath (tops, kmart, dollarsworth, eckerd, p&c, salvo, fashionbug, mcdonalds, burgerking, arbys);
-had an interview at tops,
-and i still dont have a job.
-am i really that big of a loser?
-hung out with derek finally. and jen and nate and francis. we broke into a haunted house down the road and went to see National Treasures. we took the Lemanz. o boy.
-hung out with evan. he is moving to nyc.
-thanksgiving with my family.
-thanksgiving with jens family.
-xmas shopping pt.1.
-watched Xmas with Kranks with autumn, ray and jen.
-went to Bossies with james and jen. saw mr.bossie and courtney.
-made lots of scarves.
-cleaned my rooms.
-bought candy land for $1.
-and mr.wonderful for mom. it was necessary.
-mr.jackson is being a total jerk.
-he is a lying jackass.
-its no wonder i suck at history.
-I H A T E S C H O O L M O R E T H A N E V E R
-im glad the red death got signed to metal blade
-im babysitting at 5:30.
-hopefully doing something tomorrow. with people.
-saturday im going to the sparkle thing in corning with kate and nick.
-i need money so i can print pictures out. i have lots of pictures.
-steve taylor --> we should do something. sometime. call me if you are interested.
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If the sea shakes like an empty maraca, yeah.
and, I know, I know, I know, I know.
And, she falls in love with the sounds of ships sinking?
and, I know, I know, I know, I know................
.....................So who do you love?
Who do you trust?
When your friend's take a match to your front lawn.
A panicked face makes the peacock proud.
So who do you love? Who do you trust? Who do you kill?
When your senator drags out your first born?
A panicked face makes the peacock proud.
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i cant stop listening to crimes. i think the new blood brothers kicks ass. thank you kate for burning me a copy.... my computer was slowly working on the 3rd song... who knows when i would have had the full album.
well its been almost a month. heres the rundown:
-- jen and i were supposed to go to tims; but she didnt return from hornell in time.
-- james you should call me sometime. we havent talked in forever.
- -i got a speeding ticket on my way to school.
-- had court on the 8th; my ticket was dismissed. judge hewson; history teacher at hcs. i got lucky.
-- im struggling in math and history.
-- jen nick and i, watched the lunar eclipse together, on jens trampoline. it was the way it should be
-- and we the most amazing shooting star. ever.
-- i turned in 8 job applications and havent gotten any calls back. i guess i should follow up on them now.
-- we visited alfred college. day off from school basically.
-- wally has grown quite attached to jen and i im afraid.
-- the following day we had a class trip to watkins to see Friday Night Lights. we ate at Jerilandos. it was a good week. school day wise.
-- i watched my first boys varsity soccer game. well part of it.
-- i parked in a ditch. long story. not my fault.
-- jen nick alyssa tim luke and i hung out at alyssas.
-- jen luke and i went to bobs camper and hung out. with bob nate kyle sean and some other guy. campfire and smores deal.
-- jen and i hung out with porno and erica after trickortreating on halloween.
-- halloween show was a lot of fun. i FINALLY got to see Bullet Train. they really didnt play songs from profile this, but they were awesome live. as was the Red Death; who of course, always kick ass.
-- salvo shopped with luke. then again with my gma. spent too much money, as usual.
-- went to see Team America again with autumn ray and evan.
-- someone is completely interested in buying the pa house. contracts just need to be signed.
-- new tsunami bomb is good.
-- worked a nite at the waterfront. they needed a busser one more night afterall.
-- babysat an adorable little boy named dylan.
-- watched the sunday nite stew with jen up at pornos.
-- it snowed.
-- note to self: get new tires on car asap.
-- ive spent many a hours up at jens house(s).
-- made brownies with jen and nick, at nicks moms apartment last nite. i needed to get out of the house because my siblings maxed me out on stress...
-- my mother was not pleased when she saw my car gone, after she told me not to take it. but i hate being told what to do and id had enough of my siblings... they crossed the line.
-- i need a job.
-- im sick of my family telling me im not trying hard enough to find a job.
-- i need a vacation.
-- i NEED vacation.
-- I NEED A VACATION.
-- im supposed to hang out with jen, illig, luke, and nick tonite. nick mentioned maybe going to his brothers... not sure yet... about what is going on... hopefully something is...
-- no school tomorrow.
-- hwm/pmfs/alexis/migrace/engdown -->> cohoes tomorrow nite at 7pm. i so badly want to go but noone else wants to come with me and there is no way in hell im driving up there and back alone.
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